I’m such a fucking crap
I just just made my mom cry
I am such a waste

And I have blood all over my left hand
Cause I had a crisis
I wish I was just dead
No I don’t want to die
I want to fucking disappear, I wish I was never born, I don’t deserve all the things I have or my family or my close friends. I deserve nothing
I hate myself so fuckin much
I beg to god, please God please just erase me, what do I have to do to be erased from the memory of the people I love
What the fuck do I have to do God, I am trapped